I never want to get out of it. I can’t conjure up a good reason to for today.
As of recently I’ve been trying to be more tolerant of the people I see on a daily basis. HOWEVER, it’s taking everything my little heart has to not lash out and punch certain people’s teeth out. 1) I go to my Sociology class first thing in the morning. I’m always extremely tired in here but as usual I do everything that is asked of me. We were reading a section out of...
My older brother sent me a message on facebook of a video of himself playing “You’re Beautiful” By James Blunt(?) and singing along. I don’t particularly even like the song itself and my brother has a horrendous singing voice. I don’t care. Even though we don’t always get along and aren’t the best at keeping in touch, Kevin is probably the closest to being...
I don’t know at what point I became so distant. I’m tired of being so scared of what the future holds in store. I don’t regret anything, including the way I feel at this fleeting moment, one bit. I don’t want to lose you either, because you bring me joy. But I know the old saying, ‘if you love something set it free.’ the last thing I want is for you to be...
things that i really do love
waking up and having text messages waiting for me driving past 11pm, when most people are at home asleep and the roads are dark and empty. my grandma’s mashed potatoes kisses behind the ear climbing trees. I haven’t done it in a while, but I just like the feeling of letting my legs dangle off of a tree branch. new boxes of crayons the Maury Povich show. When my dad calls me...
This morning I looked at myself in the mirror and realized that my right boob is slightly bigger than my left boob. It troubles me that I’m not symmetrical.. but I guess it’s funny little things like that that make us who we are.
Canada is the place to be. I’m so glad that I’ve had the opportunity to come here even though it’s cold as balls for lack of a better expression. But the food is insanely good, the people are kind despite the fact that we are stupid Americans, fantastic shopping, and on top of that there’s activities going on and tons to see. If it weren’t for the warmth and about 20...
WAH WAH SOB STORY
Today was a not very pleasant day. First off, I hate Tuesdays. They are my least favorite day of the week. We would all be better off without them. At least Monday has excitement behind because you’re all “Oh boy it’s a new week, I wonder what life has in store for me!” Well, by the time Tuesday rolls around you already know what’s in store for you. You’re...
I wish that sleep was just a vacuous restful thing where dreams didn’t exist only peaceful darkness. As the years have gone on, this has become less and less the case. I am restless. I need to self medicate just to make my eyelids stay down, sometimes. The thing is I have this one recurring dream that’s just a little too real. I detest this dream. I’m not terrified of it, but...