i hate to break it to you but you aren’t an original idea Battle Royale was written like 10 years before you and, although I haven’t read you admittedly, is almost definitely a better read BYE
when I was young(er) I lacked confidence. I was reserved and thought too much and liked watching discovery health while playing pokemon which is all fine and dandy as a 19 year old but when you’re 11-13 years old and society expects you to be start becoming womanly and be interested in mtv and what shade of lipgloss to wear. anyway it was also at this age when i started to think about...
requiem for a dream
should’ve just been named “why not to do drugs ever” but the soundtrack is wonderful
fat and happy
things aren’t perfect but as long as i get the occasional barbecue and and can play super smash brothers at the of the day and every now and then cuddle everything is a okay
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK IF YOU DON’T LIKE MY SHIT– blasting into my room courtesy of the dorm next to me
people always try to be selfless but this is a somewhat futile effort. the thing about being a human is that desire is what drives us. if we were ever truly satisfied, there would be no point in living. we strive for both tangible and intangible things-love, sex, drugs, money, knowledge, grape soda-and sometimes we get a taste. but eventually we either want more or find something new to want. but...
not knowing ska
should be against the fucking law
things that bother me
astrological signs. i refuse to believe that the stars make me who i am when couples on facebook have the same profile picture college textbooks mittens. they are very inhibiting. people that try to get you to eat or drink something that you clearly don’t want to. snake bite piercings know-it-all artists without modesty the fact that Michael Vick plays football even though...
is not my day. going back to sleep.
i think just maybe 2012 might turn out to be my favorite year yet i have the right people in my life for sure i’m the healthiest i’ve been in a long time and generally sober and i’m on my way to doing what i want with my life, and enjoying it and the best part is i don’t think those things are going to change anytime soon
guess my swinging days are over oh wait they never began but thats okay
the person i loved is lost.
as much as i like school there are a lot of things that i miss mostly going to the local ska shows and knowing all the words to the songs and dancing with my friends all night and sitting around in parking lots having deep conversation afterwards.
recently i’ve been thinking about it and I think that someday I want to write a book on growing up with an autistic brother. It’s not a subject I often talk about or bring up because people generally have a hard time understanding mental illness and cannot relate. But over time I’ve realized that some of my greatest assets (such as my patience threshold and not really caring too...
You have to keep living; live to change the prejudices by which this man has...– “different from the others” (a 1919 German film) i find this very inspirational
first day of classes
alarm goes off at 645 “LOL I CAN SLEEP FOR ANOTHER 10 MINUTES” i open my eyes again it’s 726 class is at 8 and it takes apx. 12 minutes for me to walk from Gibson (my dorm) to Booth (where i have my first class) i stealthily hop off of my bed onto my desk (refer to the diagram i drew) but unfortunately i accidentally knock down my aquarium of sea monkeys after which i loudly...
3am musings (tldr)
it’s almost time to go back to school. not sure how i feel about it yet. traditionally, january and february have been difficult months for me to get through. they just seem to drag on, but things have been alright lately so hopefully that will last. right now i’m feeling kind of melancholy honestly. not sure exactly why. i love seeing my old friends and family members. at the...
Rly people? Love is like Valentines days; both was created by hallmark to make a...– *Really *Valentine’s *day *were *Hallmark *little *aren’t (or at least ain’t) why do I even go on Facebook